Aku dah agak dah. Time nak start tulis mesti lupa terus nak tulis apa.
Nothing so significant. Hidup di rumah macam biasa. Tak sabar nak masuk blaja. Nak ada target dan commitment semula. Tapi mestilah nervous tu ada. Result UPU keluar 16 May. Aku dah nampak apa yang aku betul-betul nak, tapi tak pasti mampukah aku dan redha-kah Allah dengan kehendak aku ni.
Apa yang kita suka tak semestinya perfectly fits us kan. Sebab Allah je tau apa yang paling baik.
Lama aku mem-badakkan diri kat rumah ni,
banyak aku nampak perkara yang aku kena fix pada diri aku sendiri.
Attitude, mindset dan habit, especially.
A man came to see Kakak.
I am worried for her. Of what will she decide. Of what is she gonna go thru. Of the good and bad, I am just worried.
Being a duo-girls in the siblings, she admits that even if she avoids discussing with me, she can't help but to talk things over with me.
So do I. Though I have soulsisters like Hani and Kyra or Mai, I still need my sister.
Her words are painful truth.
Let's brush off this topic. It's off my authority to talk abt this.
Am just simply worried/pity/sorry (what is the most suitable ekceli ? -.-)
Let's pray that Allah will ease everything for us.
Oh, his name is Afiq. Hihi.
I miss school. I miss my juniors.
But life goes on.
I wouldn't stand being there any longer anyways.
Remember I once said something like, 'Situations are forcing me to grow up when I'm not yet ready. I had no choice, when what I wanted is to remain enjoying life as a kid.'
I think I am ready now.
I want to grow up, now.